
In 2007, I was offered my first two publishing deals. I was green, had no idea how publishing worked, but I knew right away something was wrong. The European publisher told me my audience was in America, and the American publisher told me my audience was in Europe. And they both wanted big money up front. We are talking tens of thousands of dollars, and when I asked what I got for that amount, the answers that came back were vague, opaque even.
Luckily, I didn’t have tens of thousands lying around.
This moment led me to self-publishing, which I quickly learned was the perfect fit for me. I want control, don’t need gatekeepers, and want to work on projects that may or may not be economically viable for a traditional publisher. I want to move quickly and efficiently, and I want to make my book, not someone else’s idea of what my project is.
Since those two offers in 2007, I’ve had several other publishing opportunities, all of which I politely turned down. I’m not against traditional publishing, not at all, but for me personally, self-publishing isn’t a fallback position; it’s my place of control, power, and individual creativity, on my terms and my timeline.
PS: It must be stated that “wordy” books and illustrated books are different publishing worlds. In the illustrated book world, there is a powerful stigma about self-publishing. Although this is fading, it is still very real. When someone self-publishes a photobook, it’s often thought of as, “Oh, that person must not have been able to find a publisher.” Publishers know this and take advantage of unsuspecting photographers by hitting them with massive upfront fees. I would say upwards of 90% of the photobook deals I see are funded entirely or in part by the artist. Most publishers admit this, while others still try to hide the “pay-for-play” method.

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Appreciate these insights. I like what you’ve said about control and having the freedom to make the book that you want, not a book that is essentially someone else’s vision of your work. With your background and experience, you already have a great foundation in defining and editing a project. I hope to get there someday – a man can dream, ha! I’m slowly making progress on a couple of my projects and I plan to give self publishing a book via Blurb later this year. The book would just be for me and a few friends and family members, but it’s a start, and very exciting to think about. Cheers.