We often live parallel lives. I know I do. There is the world of my mind and my belief that I am still eighteen years old, and then there is the reality staring back at me. As we get older these players seem to spend more time with one another. Trading stories, feats, and goals. What should have been an easy ride turned into something more and all of it was my fault. But what can I learn and what will this knowledge do to my dreams?